My Ectopic Pregnancy
To the Mama with Empty Arms
Honey boy has been gone for a few days, and will be for a few more. I can’t wait to have him home again! 🍯 For multiple reasons. One being so I don’t have to pray myself to sleep at night, cause when he’s gone I’m terrified of the dark and I imagine things. 😅 It’s fine though.. I’m fine..
My closet consists of probably five colors maybe. 😂 Anyone else stick simple and comfort when it comes to clothes?? ✨
Happy Mother’s Day! ✨ My heart is so full for the powerful women I have in my life. Just to name a few; my very own Mama, my Mother-in-Law, and my Sister-in-Law who created the most perfect human that made me Aunt Kristina! 💛 I legit ugly SOB over that sweet boy way too much. 😭 I love you, ladies! • Mother’s Day wouldn’t be complete if I didn’t speak out for those who are Mama’s, but don’t have their babies in their arms. Lady, I love you. I pray for you. I hear you. And especially today, I celebrate YOU. 💛 #mothersday #pregnancyloss #infantloss #mymamahood
We moved from Utah to Tennessee this past weekend, and we are beyond excited to be here for the summer! ✨ Doing big things with your spouse is so rewarding. Gosh, I love this human! 💛 #tennessee
Sweet, sweet boy. You have made me an Aunt, and will forever hold such a special place in my heart. 💛 You are a gift, Enzo. I love you an incredible amount! #enzo
I got married so young, and before I even figured myself out. At the time when I got married, I thought I was fine and life was good. Shortly after our wedding I went through some serious depression/anxiety, and then lost a baby. Even though I was dealing with grief and depression, I felt like I had to be fine. I thought that if I wasn’t “fine”, people would see me for my age and my flaws, and nothing else. I felt like my low moments were a sign of immaturity, so I shoved all of my problems into my pocket the best I could. I’m coming to learn than I have to go through it all. I have to learn how to love myself, take care of my mind and also my soul/spirit. I need to gain a strong relationship with God so that I can turn to him and fully surrender myself to his will and love. In order to get to a stable place, I have to surround myself with love and acceptance. I have to stay in a healthy place within myself, so that I am capable of learning vs. getting angry and having hate fill my being. For me, it’s important to master this, or at least know my limits, to become a mother and be a good wife. And a lot of the time, that means saying, “no”. Take care of yourself. If you don’t allow yourself to be in a good and healthy place, it will be nearly impossible to fully take care of someone else.
I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again! ✨ LADIES! Even if you aren’t planning for a family, dating, married, etc.. it is so beneficial to give your body plenty of vitamins and nutrients. Prenatal vitamins are great, because they are PACKED FULL of amazing things. ☀️ Take care of yourself. Feel great. #pinkstork
What’s your goal for this week? Mine is keep my house clean and my thoughts organized. ✨ AKA don’t get stressed out over the silly things!